2 AM !


The city sleeps and I am cutting a line of ambiance talking to the moon. The Moon is bright tonight and as beautiful as it is. I am reminded how alone I feel staring at the moon on a summer night meant for more than going home to an empty bed.

This story is of every insomniac person who suffers from Nictofilia. I am one of them. I find peace in darkness. To be in the crowd yet far away from them is to be alone. It’s good to be alone at 2 AM. I know what I am doing is just a young man with soul much older than the rundown building that permeate the town.
2AM is for the photographers who aim at the sky and record millions of light year history in just one click. It is the time of the poet who collects all the pain in the day and sits alone in darkness and screams in his poems. 2AM is for the philosopher who becomes the vigilante out of his philosophy and dream to change the world. 2AM is not for ordinary people, they sleep in their illusions.

2AM is for those who hold their imaginations under the silver moonlight. Because they know that at this moment of time their soul stands alone on this planet earth. Everything that existed in light does not really matter now. Some call it hallucination. But word does not matter, Experience does!

2AM holds you above this world of illusion and depression and helps you find the essence of your life. You then realize that you are not living, you are just hankering to survive. You are just flesh above the bones. You were not born 20 or 30 years ago by reproduction. You were something that has always existed since the existence of this universe. You see the world as it is, not what is shown to you. It is difficult to describe the experience one could have in the language known to mankind. 
There is always a sense of an unknown energy communicating through an unspoken language which your subconscious mind understands intuitively.

Going though this Conversation gives you immense advantage as now you have developed a link between your conscious and subconscious self.  You will have no doubt about the existence of the communication though you might not able to resolve how things are unfolding in front of you.Yet you will realize that something is being asked from you; maybe introspection.
Nonetheless you are in a two way communication and it may feel that you have met your best friend, true soul mate for the first time!!

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